emotionless....

those who know me know that i am usually so full of emotion but over the weekend i had a weird experience of feeling emotionless

a while back i wrote about contacting my dad after not seeing him for 18 years and this saturday just gone i met with him whilst holidaying with my family. it wasn't one on one, we met for a group lunch

i wasn't sure how the day would play out but one thing that surprised me was the complete lack of emotion i felt. i wasn't happy, sad, angry, overwhelmed, content... not one emotion

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i do feel like i have done the right thing, something that i needed to do

i'm not sure where things will go from here. maybe too much water has gone under the bridge?

what do you think? have you ever met up with a long lost family member/ friend? how did it turn out for you?